Earlier in March, I made a list of things that I wanted to achieve before I turned 21. Riding an escalator all by myself was one of it. I’m proud that I can at least scratch one thing off now.
I don’t like escalators. Never have liked them. I avoid them at most costs, especially if I’m alone. And this resolve of mine was put to a test when I began travelling in the Metro.
From the station closest to my house, I take the Metro to my classes directly. The trains are generally for every 10 minutes, so I take the train at 2:57 in the afternoon. I have to climb two long flights of stairs, after a long walk from my home, and of course, I’m not fit enough; I tire fast. But I leave early so I can walk a little slowly and jog up the stairs. Great form of exercise, really.
But one day, after the walk from my home to the station, my right leg cramped a bit. I took slow steps towards the stairs, and then without thinking, went to the escalator. Nobody was around, except two guards at the gate, and I took a deep breath, counted till three, and stepped on the escalator.
Till that day, every time I had ever stepped on an escalator was when I was with my sister, mostly. I’d hold her hand tightly and we’d count to three together and step on the escalator. Going up was easy to get used to. Getting was even scarier.
I think this directly links to my phobia of heights. I have no clue why. I can climb stairs of the same height and I can still look down and not feel an ounce of fear. But this? This is strange. Glad I could conquer this.